trajectory

January 6, 2009 by fierybones

our predisposition doesn’t
determine our position
it’s where we listen
that shapes our decision

starting the new year right

January 2, 2009 by fierybones
photo by martin godwin

photo by martin godwin

i like to start out january 1st  praying, then reading genesis 1-3 and today it work out perfectly.

well, semi-perfectly.  i still had 1 & 2 peter to finish up last years lap, so i read them first.  but the genesis chapters had their usual effect on me.  they’re like the first few minutes of a suspenseful movie that set up the rest of the plot.  if you miss them you might as well wait until the next showing.

unless someone else has claimed the time, i think i’ll teach on them next wednesday at church on the ranch

how it all doesn’t end

December 20, 2008 by fierybones

“… and then i’ll quit”

zip the nip

December 19, 2008 by fierybones
i want it

i want it

i was reading about weaning in a book by bob sorge - and at the same time trading messages with a friend who, like me, is going through some transitions.

bob was talking about how an infant finds peace and warmth and nourishment and relationship at his mother’s breast.  just as he should.

but one day the mother withholds from the child what she’s always given freely.  he screams like crazy.  “i want it!  i need it!”.  her heart hurts as she listens to his cries - but she won’t relent.  she knows that the next phase of his maturing requires solid food.  its not lack of love, but because of it, that she withholds.

and through the process of withholding, the child’s desires are changed.  a year later he doesn’t even thing of going back to the breast.  he can look at his younger sibling and think, “i used to be there”, but the attraction is gone.

of course, some children wean more easily than others.

had to have happened

December 13, 2008 by fierybones

peter: your momma!
john: whatever! i’ll never deny you lord
peter: hey shut your face john boy!
john: cock-a-doodle-do!
peter: k, now i’m gonna hurt you

unjust

December 12, 2008 by fierybones

i’m not in favor of giving public money (i.e.: our money, the money we’ve worked for that we‘re paying in taxes) to an organization where any employee of that organization has annual compensation over a million dollars.

what i’m not saying: no one should make over a million dollars.

what else i’m not saying: the government should never give our tax money away.

what the congress has done with the bank bail-out bill, and now with the gm/chrysler/ford bailout are criminal acts.   they’re robinhood in reverse - taking from the poor (and all the rest of us) and giving to the rich.  they’re the acts of a government that no longer answers to the people.  in fact, it barely feels the need to pretend to care about the will of the people.

trigger points

November 29, 2008 by fierybones

a voice is calling, “clear the way for the lord in the wilderness; make smooth in the desert a highway for our god. “let every valley be lifted up, and every mountain and hill be made low; and let the rough ground become a plain, and the rugged terrain a broad valley; then the glory of the lord will be revealed, and all flesh will see it together; for the mouth of the lord has spoken.” - isaiah 40:3-5

i know i don’t know everything this means, but i’m confident it means something.

when jesus came before, it was the preaching of john the baptist that prepared the way: “repent for the kingdom of god is at hand”. then jesus said (matthew 24:14): “this gospel of the kingdom shall be preached in the whole world as a testimony to all the nations, and then the end will come.”

the hour and date are in the father’s hands, but somehow we have a part to play in bringing that day.

baaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

November 29, 2008 by fierybones

sheepish

i can’t tell you how tempted i am to launch into monty python’s “clever sheep” routine.  i shall show restraint

i was reading dear john’s letters today (that’s dear apostle john) and, even though the word doesn’t occur in them, i was somehow thinking about shepherds.  so i looked it up.  kind of like following a bunny trail except, of course, sheep are rather larger and don’t really hop.

it’s noun form is used in 10 places in the new testament and 11 more times as a verb.  the greek words involved are: n.: ποιμὴν (poimen) and v.: ποιμαίνω (poimaino).

so out of these 21 spots, a lot of them are referring to jesus as the good shepherd (from psalm 2 and elsewhere) - and he uses the term about himself.  others are referring to literal shepherds like the ones in luke 2 who heard from angels about jesus’ birth.

four other times it’s used figuratively concerning the work of church leaders.  in john 21:16, jesus tells peter “shepherd my sheep” (niv: “tend”, kjv: “feed”).  in acts 20:28 paul tells the ephesian elders to “shepherd the church of god”, and peter says the same thing to the jewish elders in 1peter 5:2.  all good so far.

then there is one little anomaly.  in ephesians 4:11, instead of translating poimen to the english word shepherd, as is done everywhere else in the new testament, many translations use the latin word pastor.  they did this following the king james.  the story goes [citation needed] that king jimmy required this from his translation committee.  he reasoned: “i, as the head of the anglican church, have authority over pastors (a formal religious title), but not over shepherds”.

this is not a problem in french, btw, since the french word for shepherd is pastor.

so since that fateful day in 1611, we have that one use of the term in the new testament.  and bible versions definitely won’t sell without the approval of - you guessed it - pastors.  so most translations have followed the kjv tradition rather than any good translation principle.

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there are a couple terms that pop up almost unnoticed in the new testament: rabbi and synagogue.  many people don’t realize this, but they aren’t mentioned at all in the before-jesus half of the bible.  god required all hebrew men to worship in jerusalem 3 times a year.

but by jesus’ day, man had come up with a nice religious system with synagogues on every street corner (in the torah belt) and rabbis in every synagogue.  senior rabbis.  associate rabbis.  youth rabbis.  kids’s church rabbis (jk).  it had become the tradition to go to synagogue once a week and let the rabbi tell you what god thought about things.

and while jesus never completely diss’d the rabbi/synagogue system, he also didn’t try to work within it.  when they asked him “who ordained you?” (matt 21), he gave them a question they couldn’t answer and went right on teaching.  he was happy to speak in the synagogue when they invited him, but just as happy to do open-air meetings and house-church ministry.  he could speak freely in the temple because that was part of god’s system, not the rabbinical one.

so what started me wondering about all this was this question: could we have anything like the same situation now? just a thought.

i’m reading the new testament by author this time around, so it’s on to revelation.  no telling what kind of bunny trails that will inspire.  after that it’s on to peter, hebrews and jude - then time to start my next lap.

the disciple he loved

November 24, 2008 by fierybones

finished the gospel of john today and am moving on to his letters

sticky places

November 22, 2008 by fierybones

there are a few scripture portions that are really hard for me to get out of once i get there.  genesis 1-3 are like that, and the last two chapters of the apocalypse.  romans 8 is another one, and - my current sticking point - john 15.

each of them are dense with the themes played out in the rest of the bible, especially god’s love and relationship with him.  i’m hoping to finish the book of john today, but my cross-referencing self may not let me.